crystalcandice ♥

2011 flashback

2011-12-28T22:02:00.000-08:00

nggak terasaaaaa banget 2 hari lagi udah berganti tahun!!

banyak banget kejadian-kejadian seru di tahun 2011 ini and i'm soooooooo thankful for that o:)

tahun ini...penuh...hmmm penuh apa ya.

penuh undangan sweet 17!!

yang paling seneng sih waktu dapet kesempatan buat ngisi party temen2 jadi ga cuman numpang makan doang

sally's party w/ cathy

jebe's party w/ joshu

dan tentunya....my own sweet 17 party

unforgettable night..nice place..great friends and families felt so loved

super love the cake!

thank God for them :')

my best friends as candles :)

2011 ini....banyak nge-flute

mulai dari konser GKI GI "Di Badai Topan Dunia" yang kereeeeeeeennn banjets

with ka vani & Tara

daaan tahun ini saya bergabung dengan JakFlute!

seneng banget bisa gabung disini karna orang-orangnya bener-bener pro semua o_o

semoga cepet ketularan deh hahahahahahaha

GR 'Rama Widi&Friends' concert @ Erasmus Huis

christmas carol @ Pacific Place

yang paling menyenangkan juga di tahun ini adalah....MUSPI!

bisa liat di post sebelumnya hihihi

cherybelle :3

nggak cuman seneng-seneng aja, tahun ini juga penuh perjuangan

smak5 semakin gilaaaaaaaaaa

Lihat betapa stressnya kita sampe sempet-sempetnya foto foto di sela-sela waktu les *whooops*

triple y rocks \m/

and last but not least............................

i found love this year

a guy named Kevin Leonardo Jonatan have changed my whole world and of course made it a lot more beautiful *awwwwwww

i'm so lucky to have him

thanks for being mine :')

other highlights:]

UPH study tour

retreat @ Wisma Abdi with the kids from sunday school

Ka vani & Ka Noel's wedding

performing with 2009-2010's muspi team @ Sahid Hotel

Opera Van Jesus, December 2011

HOW I LOVE THIS YEAR :D

i don't want it to be over yet

next year's gonnabe better, belive it!

see ya

2011-10-21T05:03:00.000-07:00

Layang Layang Milikku

Slamet Sukirnanto

Layang layang milikku kumanjakan kau

Membubung di langit biru

Di alam raya bersama burung-burung yang bebas

Adakah negeri negeri bebas yang angkuh?

Satu pesan yang kusampaikan dari bumi ini

Janganlah meninggalkan daku kemudian kau pergi

Sebab jarak antara kita akan semakin jauh

Di kota ini aku sendiri tanpa pijar nasib

Layang layang miliku kumanjakan kau

Membubung di langit biru

Sampaikan salam: hidup teguh disini

Nyanyian bumi dalam wujud puisi

i love that poem :')

kita pake puisi itu untuk lomba musikalisasi puisi dan dapet juara 2 se-jabodetabek :D

agak kecewa sih, karena taun lalu juara 1 dan dapet kesempatan untuk maju ke nasional.

tapi kita yakin ini yang terbaik, dan ga selamanya juga kita bisa jadi yang terbaik :)

yang juara 1 juga bagus sih, congrats!

uniknya dari lomba ini, kita bener-bener harus berkreasi sedemikian rupa gimanapun caranya untuk bikin melodinya, dan itu harus mendukung makna puisinya. dan nyanyinya pun harus bener-bener penuh pemaknaan. sungguh menguras kreatifitas :p

it's not always about the result, maybe it's about the journey.

gw ngerasa seneng banget bisa ikut lomba muspi taon ini karena anak-anaknya kompak dan asik banget!

dandari mulai awal bikin puisi... sampe latihan latihan semuanya dilakukan bareng-bareng dan banyak banget kejadian yang seru-seru.

tidur tiduran di ruang musik ampe teler..

bikin lagu india yang ujung-ujungnya moyung :p

makan di prince waffle kabur dari pak vit sampe kena karma ketabrak truk..

dengerin ocehannya cincang keling...

ngacir ke ragusa sambil curhat curhat galau :P

gila di mobil pake logat sunda bahahaha selamat pagi cikgu!

ahhhh sayang banget ngelepas semua ini :')

sayang banget taun ini harus pensiun...taun depan gw, cathy dan ong udah lulus

dan pada akhirnya kita menyadari kalo kita nggak cuman sedih karna ga masuk nasional, tp juga karna akan berpisah. tentu juga karna ga dapet gaji lebih gede sih :P

lots of good times that we shared together, and i'll never forget it {}

teruskan perjuangan kami: nessa, grace, edison! :")

unforgettable birthday

2011-07-19T00:48:00.000-07:00

so yesterday was my birthday hihihihi :D :D

i got a lil' surprise from my friends :p crazy surprise, really.

they closed my eyes and walked me from school to my home. OMG yeaaa still can't believe that i arrived at my home safely. lol.

they're trying so hard to fooled me, not telling me that we'll go to my house, but how can i forgot the way to my own home? hahaha

once again thanks a lot all for the surprise :')

thanks for all the things you guys threw at me :p you guys successfully made me STINKS. so bad.

love you all ribka-helen-memes-grace-queen-irin-sisot-rici-rio-ong-sisun

i won't forget it :')

and also thank you for all your wishes.

thanks for all who put'happy birthday candice' on your bbm status :) it means a lot!

thanks for all the wishes from bbm, twitter, facebook and everywhere!

your wishes are so beautiful and beautiful :D hope it all come true!

i'm nervous about this saturday :p ttyl!

where's the good part in goodbye?

2011-07-10T00:26:00.000-07:00

well, goodbye.

hope we will meet again before you go :(

but i'm not so sure so......

goodluck my friend! i'll miss you soooooooo much :(

why oh why i must say goodbye to two close friends this soon. at the same time.

'it's not the goodbye that hurts, but the flashback that follows......'

JULY

2011-07-03T07:54:00.000-07:00

helloow july :)

my birthday month! yippie :D

hmmm the lame part in this month is i'll go back to school.

gonna hit the senior year soon :p

last year of school. it's gonnabe EPIC :D

holy holiday

2011-06-30T05:14:00.000-07:00

loving this holiday so far <3

i got a chance to do something i've never done before xD

i meet someone new.............................................................HAHA.

well it's not like we met for the first time, i've seen him couple of times i guess, but yaaaaa he's still a stranger for me..until that moment ;)

he's pretty cute and we have the same passion :P but i don't think i'll have something special with him even though i really want to :(

wrong timing. well if he's the one.... no no no. too much dreaming :p

ok, change topic.

finally i got paid for something that i love to do \m/

so happy.

even though i think i need to improve my social skill :/ i need to be more friendly to a new community i guess :/

but i believe this is a one good start.

so.....................18 days left.

i'm pretty sure that i've spent this holiday wisely.

THANK YOU GOD FOR THIS HOLIDAY. LOVE LOVE LOVE.

smooches :-*

u sure everything is gonnabe ok?

2011-06-01T16:27:00.001-07:00

fragile heart.

exhausted body.

panda eyes.

drained brain.

all for the final exams.

i just can hope it'll worth at the end. somehow.

please don't let me stuck for another year. . . .

i've given my all. nothing left.

hear these songs and you'll know exactly how i feel

2011-05-27T21:14:00.000-07:00

sometimes i think these songs are made especially for me :p

1. Someone Like You, Adele

' never mind i'll find someone like you,

i wish nothing but the best for you,

don't forget me, i beg,

i remember you said,

sometimes it lasts in love,

but sometimes it hurts instead' :')

2. Jar Of Hearts, Christina Perri

' i learn to live, half alive,

and now you want me one more time'

'and who do you think you are?

running around leaving scars

collecting your jar of hearts,

tearing love apart'

'so don't come back for me, who do you think you are?'

3. Gravity, Sara Bareilles

'you hold me without touch,

you keep me without chain'

'set me free, leave me be,

i don't want to fall another moment into your gravity

here i am stand so tall,

just the way i'm suppose to be.

but you're onto me and all over me'

'you loved me because i'm fragile

when i thought that i was so strong

but you touch me for a little while

and all my fragile strength is gone'

4. Turning Tables, Adele

' so i won't let you close enough to hurt me

no i won't ask you, you just to desert me

i can't give you what you think you gave me

it's time to say goodbye, to turning tables'

no more 'i love you' lyrics, no more 'i miss you' nor 'i'll wait for you'.

i think i'm strong enough now to say goodbye :)

THE ROYAL WEDDING

2011-04-29T19:09:00.000-07:00

the wedding of this century. william and kate ♥♥♥

the wedding is so wonderful, the dress is gorgeous, kate is soooooo beautiful and everything is perfect!

it's like watching a real life cinderella.

well, i hope they will live happily ever after!

the pics!

here's the cute bride and groom

William Arthur Philip & Catherine Elizabeth Middelton

the beautiful wedding gown designed by Sarah Burton at Alexander McQueen.

the princess was doing her own make-up. YEAH, BY HERSELF . she's so pretttttyyyyy

The way William looked at Kate as if he couldn't stop telling that she's beautiful. so sweet :")

they look incredibly cute together!

the beautiful Pippa Midleton, Kate's sister.

Pippa & the flower girls n boys.

AND THE CUTE PRINCE HARRY ♥♥♥♥♥♥ he's still available.

LOTS of girls wanted to be his girlfriend, especially after watching kate&will's enormous royal wedding.

aaaaandddddd, THE ROYAL KISS ♥♥

sweeeeett :")

well someday i'll marry my own prince :p

bow bow bow ♥

2011-04-24T01:24:00.000-07:00

love everything about bow. belt, head band, dress, everything! :D

i'm just bored so i post this pics :p

i get those pics from tumblr.

16 going on 17 ;D

2011-04-14T06:54:00.000-07:00

i really can't wait for the 18th day of July!!

the day i'll get my ID card :D :D

i don't know why but i'm very very verrryyy excited to get my ID ;)

some of my friends already got one, aaaaa envy.

but being 17 is not all about the ID card, obviously *sigh*

being 17 means i have to grow up as a woman, and no longer a girl.

take my own responsibility, being independent.

think wisely, and

left my childish behaviour behind and start to act like a lady ;;)

being 17 means i have to be ready to face this cruel world D:

still have to learn so many things in this crazy life.

nothing to worry about when He is by my side :)

take a risk, take a change, and breakaway.....

one earth, millions soul

2011-03-24T04:12:00.000-07:00

God created us with the same eyes, the same ears, by the same Hands.
but with his magic, he created us with lots of different personalities.
one person is never be exactly same with another, and you will never find your exact same twins :>

with the different personalities, what would this earth be without understanding?

sometimes it's the different between us that make us can't live peacefully.

we are not allowed to hate one another, curse one another,

cause that person we hate is His creation and we have no rights for it.

every person has a weakness and strength, and it's our job to respect it.

every person has that one thing that we don't have, so complete yourself.

but sometimes, we just can't tolerate what other's behaviour that is different with our point of view.

i tried to understand you, listened to your thoughts, and express mine delicately.

i did understand you, but you just keep raising your high voice.

if i ever make a mistake and seriously hurt you, I'm deeply sorry

but if i have to follow everything that you want,

sorry.

Chris Medina - What Are Words

2011-03-05T16:13:00.000-08:00

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

OMG that's the most touching song E-V-E-R.

That's Chris Medina's new single, What are Words.

Chris Medina is one of American Idol's participant, but he didn't make it to the top 24, though :(

His love story touch the whole world, by how he is still faithful to his fiance, Juliana Ramos, even when she got a terrible car accident and made her got a serious brain injury.

I assume most guys will leave when his girlfriend got this terrible accident, but not Chris Medina. He is still faithful (at least until now) , although his girlfriend barely recognize him because of her brain injury.

Some people said that Chris just used Juliana to got the world's sympathy, but i strongly don't believe it. He sings from his heart, to prove and show his love :')

That's how love is suppose to be, i guess.

oh God please give him strength to hold on, and please heal Juliana!

Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most...........

i'm sorry God :(

2011-03-05T06:04:00.000-08:00

i'm really sorry God.

i doubted your might, i doubted your plan in me.

now i really believe that You made me for a special purpose, and everything will be perfect in Your time, not mine.

You are the one who will never give up on me :')

when people failed me, You give me hope

when people disappoint me, You cheer me up

when people reject me, You say "Come to me.."

You are the one who will always there when i'm upset

when i cry, You hug me in an unexpected ways

when i call You, You will always answer and never let me wait because You're too busy

i love You :)

the melody of romeo and juliet

2011-02-28T04:05:00.001-08:00

of course y'all know the story of romeo and juliet, right?

a story about how two lovers was deeply in love with each other, but they couldn't be together because there's a huge conflict between the two families.

but d'ya now there's a classical song that is related to this story?

so this cool guy called Tchaikovsky made an orchestral work based on Romeo and Juliet's story by William Shakespeare.

The overture-fantasy is TWENTY MINUTES long :P

i know.

first time i heard it i was like what the hell is that? so many inharmonic melodies :s

well there's a little sweet melody but still it's not the melody i wanna hear while i am going to sleep or studying :p

but when i heard the story, i was ab-so-lute-ly fas-ci-na-ted-!

the song is totally represented the whole story an it's absolutely magical.

the piece begins with the cello section, played in the upper register, and sound so desperate.

the woodwinds section represent the priest, who was trying to arbitrate the two families, Montaque and Capulet.

The strings and the woodwinds soon played responsively and getting faster and louder. This is representing how big the battle is.

The noise is also strenghthened by the percussion: timpani and cymbals.

After the 'horrible' noise, finally there's a picture about the two lovers played by the english horn and the viola. This melody is representing when they first met at the party, and how they felt in love at the first sight.

The second time the love melody is played, there's a lot more passion in there, tell us that they've got married. But later the same melody is played but in a different situation, with a lot of desperation, represent their struggle and love problem, and show a little bit of fight.

We can also hear the same melody later, but this time it is so slow, and this is when the two lovers is dead. The mood is different but the melody is the same.

The last part try to say that their both death, but there's still some hope, and they finally together, afterlife.

The very last part is the march of the funeral, and the family both agree to stop the fight, but unfortunately it's too late. The melody try to say that the lovers stay happy afterlife. It played by the woodwinds and sound like an organ, telling us that they are now happy together in the heaven.

Beautiful right?

curious about the melody? GOOGLE IT! :D :D

note: i got this amazing knowledge from the coolest teacher in the world, Mr. Matteo Montanari :D and i think it'll be so awesome if i share it with you guyzzzz :D and i hope he won't mind ;p

goodbye.

2011-02-21T03:39:00.000-08:00

i was about to let go

but you gave me that little hope

my mind said no,

but my heart couldn't refuse, couldn't deny

now i know i shouldn't have believe in you

but it's kinda too late.

goodbye

i hope this is the last poem i make for you

the last goodbye i say to you

and i really walk away for good

i wish you all the best with her, though.

go away from my life

never say anything more to me

let's pretend that there's nothing happened between us, or is itreally nothing?

i even can't tell.

you're so worthless to fight for.

2011-02-18T20:58:00.000-08:00

would you cry for me?

._.

2011-02-16T18:53:00.000-08:00

you told me about you and her

about how much you like her

and how much you really care about her

you told me about your broken heart

about how she treated you

about the unrequited love

but have you ever thought

that maybe

i never told you something?

i never told you about how i feel about you

about how i think about us

about how much i wannabe with you

if i were her,

i will never treat you that way.

i'll do anything to make you happy,

even if it means i have to let you go,

even if it means i have to sacrifice my heart,

and see you together with her

happy, at least for now

2011-02-16T05:02:00.000-08:00

a girl fell for a guy,

but she heard he likes somebody else.

that's bad.

a girl fell for a guy,

because he said sweet things to her, care about her and showed love to her.

she thought he liked her too but she heard he likes somebody else.

she doesn't believe it, and thought that girl is just his past, and she is all what he wants.

but after a while, she realized that she was wrong about this guy.

that's hurt.

she's hurt more than ever, feels like the world is getting to an end.

without him, she's just so lost.

when she thinks that the situation is so wrong till nothing can make it worse,

she was absolutely wrong.

when she tried to forget him because she knows that this guy is so worthless to fight for,

he's back. . .

he say nice things to her, sit beside her and look into her eyes.

and this situation makes she forget what she has found out, and she thinks that everything is gonnabe just fine.

and she fell for him again for the second time

she knows that she will get hurt again

but all she wants is to be happy.

at least for now

fixing a broken heart

2011-01-29T20:20:00.000-08:00

somebody has just broken my heart into pieces. ouch.

i love him, he loves her.

yea, classic love story. minus the happy ending.

but no guy deserves even a single tears from us right?

someday, sometime, somewhere

i'll meet my mr.right,

and he will make me feel like i'm the only girl in the world :P

holiday story :)

2011-01-07T20:04:00.000-08:00

on the last day of school, i was so freakin happy because i'm finally free from the tests, so i was like

and all i wanna do is scream like this

first and second week of holiday, i was like

hang out with my friends

but on third week, i started to feel bored and got nothing to do

but when i notice that it's the last day of holiday, i was like

and when my friends on twitter said how horrible school will be, i was like

because it stress me more

but finally i really have to let this holiday go :'(

first day of school i was like

but i'm sure in the next couple weeks i'll be like

Santa Claus Is Coming To Town - CHRISTMAS SERIES 1/5

2010-12-22T23:37:00.000-08:00

AWE-SOME!

andrew garcia looks super cute with the hello kitty touch by the way ;;)

A Social Network Christmas

2010-12-22T23:13:00.000-08:00

it's so cool :)

disappoinment

2010-12-17T21:39:00.000-08:00

i'm so mad. it's so disappointing.

maybe i expected to much

but it's

even wayyyy worse than my least expectation.

sad? of course

give up? no i won't.

i take that like a slap in a face. a reminder.

for getting better.

LOL

2010-12-16T23:58:00.000-08:00

Mr. Bean: *crying* The doctor just called up, my mom’s dead.

Friend: Condolence, my friend.
(After 2 minutes, Mr. Bean cries even louder.)
Friend: What now, Mr. Bean?
Mr. Bean: My sister just called. Her mom died too.

Chris Brown vs Rihanna

2010-12-16T23:54:00.000-08:00

Why did Chris Brown attack Rihanna?... They got in the car and Chris wanted to pull over and "Take her down" but Rihanna said "Shut up and drive". He got tight because he didn't get in "Forever" so he tried to switch off the radio but she grabbed his hand and said "please don't stop the music". Chris tried to act all "supahuman" and pushed her away so Rihanna picked up an "Umbrella" and tried to hit him but he said "Gimmi that". She said you're "Unfaithful" so he said "Yo excuse me miss" and tried to choke her so she had "No air" and she had to go to "Rehab" because he slapped her from "Wall to Wall". As a result she is now suffering from "Disturbia" and forgot her memory hence her new song, "What's my name"....

LOL :p

fabulous fingers

2010-12-08T23:20:00.000-08:00

holiday like this, i CAN'T let my fingers be unpolished :P

i loooooooveee nail art

these are some to-die-for nail art and i hope someday i'll get it in my nails.

spongebob!

get nails like this, makes me want to lick my own finger :9

my favourite!!

christmas :>

the problem is, i'm a pianist and not suppose to have long nails D:

sweet unyu moments :3

2010-12-07T20:09:00.000-08:00

christmas is near :)

2010-12-03T15:55:00.000-08:00

finnally, the best time of the year is come. CHRISTMAS! :D

the decorations, the songs..ah i love it all :)
i really hope this christmas will be as great as last year's. so many things to do and i feel so blessed <3

i haven't got a plan for this christmas, and i....feel a little bit dissapointed.

i want a busy christmas !

but i realize, that christmas is not always about getting busy, singing in a choir, participating in a christmas roleplay, caroling, busy with a christmas celebration, but christmas is what's i feel in my heart.
maybe this year..i just need a rest somehow after crazy school exams :P

hope i can get an awesome christmas this year. and i know i will :)
have yourself a merry little christmas everyone <3

disney love

2010-10-22T17:05:00.000-07:00

awww this pose is too cute.

i wanna be your minnie, my mickey :)

and someday we'll be like,

snow white & prince charming

aurora & philip

bambi & faline

peter & wendy

tramp & lady

pongo & perdita

ariel & eric

beast & belle

aladdin & jasmine

simba & nala

mulan & shang

and my favourite disney couple,

tarzan & jane !

but, who is he?

god holds the plan ;)

2010-10-21T03:26:00.000-07:00

People can plan things as they want it to be, but only He can decides.....

He has the 'rundown' of my life and i know it's the best thing for me, even though it's not what i want, but i know it's the best.

if only i can ask Him what do i have to do..

when things get hard and i can't take it anymore,

i know who will hold me tight,

at the highest mountain,

at the deepest sea,

or at the wildest forest, He will guide me wherever i go

whatever i do..

happy sunday :D

2010-10-17T05:02:00.001-07:00

haha happy sunday :D :D

i still hope that tomorrow will be great, even though it's MOANDAYYYYY!

dream big!

2010-10-08T01:03:00.000-07:00

bermimpi itu sesuatu yang sangat indah. ga ada aturannya!

mimpi jadi artis..mimpi jadi presiden...jadi apa aja deh.

jangan takut untuk bermimpi,

tapi selain bermimpi, pikirin juga cara supaya kita bisa mencapai mimpi kita itu.

orang yang nggak bisa 'out of the box' kalah sama si 'dreamer' karena nggak punya mimpi. tapi si 'dreamer' juga kadang-kadang cuman bisa mimpi doang, tanpa ngelakuin sesuatu untuk mencapai mimpinya.

jangan takut untuk bermimpi,

dan satu-satunya cara untuk mencapai mimpi itu adalah mencoba hal yang baru.

pas nyoba hal baru, jangan lupa untuk percaya dengan kekuatan diri sendiri..

yakin deh,

kita bisa kok 'menangin' sesuatu dengan apa yang kita punya dalam diri kita sendiri, yang udah Tuhan kasih buat kita. nggak perlu talenta yang waaahhh banget untuk sekedar memuaskan diri kita sendiri.

yang penting, percaya diri sendiri aja :)

'Cause if you don't dream big,
What's the use in dreaming?
If you don't have faith,
There's nothing worth believing.
It takes one hope,
To make the stars worth reaching for.
So reach out for something more!

have good day everyone!

2010-09-27T02:38:00.000-07:00

Lessons

2010-09-14T04:38:00.000-07:00

promise me

2010-09-08T01:18:00.001-07:00

promise me.

please promise me you'll never walk away

you'll never leave me alone

you'll never let me go

and you'll always be with me..

promise me.

please promise me that you'll never break our promises :)

come on, take my little finger and promise me.....

life is "simple" :)

2010-08-27T19:06:00.000-07:00

SIMPLE.

I wish that when I was younger I could have met my current self. We would have sat down at a coffee shop so that I could explain life to young me in terms that only we would understand. It would have saved me a lot of hardship.

You can listen to all the sage wisdom you want, but things only make sense when you can explain them to yourself in your own words. For instance, I’ve been told for three years that Breaking Bad is the best show on television, but only after I watched it was I able to tell myself exactly why everyone was right. Other truths I know now that I can explain them: that I’m not missing any crucial information and that poker really isn’t all that fun; that heartbreaks do fade but they take about a year longer than you expect and by the time they do you really don’t care about it enough to notice; and above all else, life is simpler than you think.

I used to think that life was an intricate series of levers and pulleys, buttons and switches, Mexican standoffs and hostage negotiations. As I get older I realize that life is more Netherlands minimalist than Jackson Pollock. The problems don’t get fewer, and in fact they grow in number, but the way I index them in the database is different. More problems get filed under fewer category headers.

Things are getting simpler, and it’s making life better. Here’s the cheat sheet:

People want to be liked. We all crave attention and affection and we all reject shame. When we get embarrassed we send a thug version of ourselves to the forefront to do our fighting for us. We’re at the top of the food chain just under fear. We don’t want to be in a relationship to hear the words “I love you,” we want to be in a relationship to say the words “I love you.” We want to feel needed, and exceptional and we hate feeling insignificant. We want to ace a hearing test. We are binary creatures; if we’re the plaintiff, we want to win every dollar. If we’re the defendant, we want guard every penny. We want to make more money than last year. We don’t want to get cancer or die in our cars and we want the same for our loved ones. We go out on weekends to try and have sex while trying not to get punched in the face. We drink so we can be ourselves and not mind it so much. We’re desperate to be understood. We want to know someone else has felt it, too. We hate being judged unfairly. We want to make the person we heard wasn’t all that into us change their minds and admit they had us wrong. We want sunny skies with a chance of killer tornadoes, just to keep music sounding good. We take hours upon hours to admit to self consciousness. We don’t know exactly how to pleasure each other. We just want love. In any and every form.

See? It’s simple. :)

Do you think that that awesome text above is my original post?

hahahaha no, it's not. it's a good one to read isn't it?

I copied it from my (oh-i-wish-he-is) myboyfriend's blog, johnmayer ♥

Read the whole blog in http://www.johnmayer.com/blog/ :))

Btw, I agree with him, life is simple. But if we can see it clearly. If we know how to have fun and forget all of our troubles for a second. Never hates, never expects, always be grateful and keep smiling. And the most important, if we really know ourself more than anybody else.

Life is great :D

ciao!

miss you

2010-08-01T01:15:00.001-07:00

miss you :(

wonder if i can stop missing you

it's been a week

2010-07-09T08:27:00.000-07:00

so it's been a week from that night.

one week ago at this time..we were enjoying our last time together :S

watching world cup together for the last time :'(

saw some photos of us..

and taking pictures.

well, pictures do help when you're missing someone, but that's it.

it doesn't really help actually.

cause i really really miss them :/

but,,

aww isn't that sweeeeeeettt?

mi manchi

2010-07-06T11:39:00.002-07:00

have you ever missed someone?

it didn't feel good, did it?

it's like everything seems like..remind you of him/her/them.

and your head is FULL of them.

i feel that now. it's so uncomfortable :/

i miss my friends from jismf :'(

you know what, life is f u n n y.

people come and go like a car in the street.

sometimes, it park somewhere and leave good or bad memories, but it just gone after while.

and when it's gone...you can't just forget it and get it out of your mind immidiately.

i'm....a little bit confused.

it's like there's a missing part of me

a big hole inside my chest

i know, it's only two weeks but somehow i feel i'm conected to you guys and i miss you a lot :'(

especially the faculties. they're more than a teacher, they're becoming my friends.

because on that freakin' fast 2 weeks we were always together

do almost everything together

and on the last days, we're getting closer...

i'm too scared that i can't meet you guys anymore :(

but if we have time, i believe we can .

someday. somewhere. somehow.

i'm so grateful that i have a chance to meet such a great people like you guys :')

i miss you all. mi manchi tutti.

bila ada sumur di ladang, boleh saya menumpang mandi

bila ada umurku panjang, boleh kita berjumpa lagi :))

photoblogging (again? hell yeah!)

2010-06-16T01:01:00.001-07:00

romeo save me i've been feeling so alone... :)

eleven science here i come

2010-06-13T17:26:00.000-07:00

yyayy so i've graduated from grade 10!

with lots of hardworks, sweat, blood and tears *lebay*

the point is, i'm so happy that i've passed it.

unfortunately, there are some students that failed this year.

and one of them is my best friend.

we've been knowing each other for a very long long time.

i'm so sorry for her :'''( keep moving forward. you know i love you!

anywayyy.

eventually i chose science.

hope i can stand it. actually i'm scared :/

but this quote strengthen me:

as long as i can pray, nothing can bring me down cause i know He will always hear me :)

God Gave Me 5 Fingers For A Reason

2010-06-08T07:21:00.000-07:00

God Gave Me 5 Fingers For A Reason :)

My pinky

is for my best friends and our promises that will never be broken

My ring finger

is for him and for proof that we’ll be together forever

and live happily ever after, just like cinderella story, no, BETTER.

My middle finger
usually i want to use it for that girl that pushes me too far and to show her how I feel
for anyone who hurt my feeling so bad
but also to remind us to God's sacrifice in the highest hill on the cross.
so i better keep my middle finger safely.

My pointer finger
isn't for point at other's mistakes.
because if i point someone, another fingers will point me.
but it is for pointing the way of truth, the way of rightness and show others that God is amazing.

and at last,
My thumb
is for everyone
to let them know that I’m gonna be okay,
no matter what.

fandy idol kerispatih ♥

2010-06-03T06:29:00.000-07:00

i got a twitter reply from one of my all time favourite singer : fandy santoso :D

love him like crazzzzaaahhhh !

good luck for your new band, boy <3

cute pics :)

2010-06-01T20:41:00.001-07:00

today is a coz now i'm FREE

free from those killing exams and school stuffs.

aaaa i'm so HAPPY.

but now i'm bored coz i've got nothing to do *sigh*

so here's cute pics i found from people i follow on tumblr.

enjoy & have a nice day!

where's my starbucks?

awww <3

YUUUMM! *droolling*

powerful disney quotes!

2010-05-30T22:24:00.000-07:00

so recently i found @disney_quote on twitter and i looooooooveeeeeee it!

here are my favourites :)

Sometimes it gets lonely but I know that it's only a matter of mind perception.

Sonny With A Chance

There must be somebody who understands out there

Young Tarzan

When things are bad, they don't stay that way.

Cheetah Girls 3

But your faith it gives me strength, strength to believe.

High School Musical

You got to put your past behind you.

Timon (The Lion King)

One for all and all for one!

Three Muskeeters

Little friend, don't be too sad, because miracles never really die.

Make Mine Music

I am short, fat, proud of that!

Winnie the Pooh

Why do you always complicate things that are really quite simple?

Mary Poppins

Love does things for reasons that reason cannot understand.

Joe (The Princess Diaries 2)

To be a princess, you have to believe that you are a princess.

Mia (The Princess Diaries 2)

Everyone needs someone. He must need someone, too.

Belle

We make our own destiny!

Prince Dastan (Prince of Persia)

You're never too old to be young

Snow White

Not everyone can become a great artist, but a great artist can come from anywhere.

Anton Ego (Ratatouille)

I don't want to survive. I want to live.

Wall.E

Think about all happy things. It's all same like having wings!

Peter Pan

andy many many more.

disney quotes are magical :)

photoblogging (again!)

2010-05-29T07:37:00.000-07:00

so i'm a tumblr addict so i loveee photoblogging :)

hmm.

photoblogging :)

2010-05-25T22:17:00.000-07:00

why oh why ;(

but i believe everything happens in His perfect time :)))))

got this from tumblr

try - asher book :)

2010-05-21T08:34:00.001-07:00

Asher Book - Try

so here's try by asher book's piano and vocal score.

gosh i'm addicted to this song!

still working on it :3

i wonder if someone would ever sing that song to me :)

goodbye x1 :')

2010-05-18T02:18:00.000-07:00

why does time fly so damn fast and only leave our memories behind ?

ngga terasa ya bentar lagi gue udah nggak di x1.

padahal gw masih inget jelas hari pertama masuk sekolah.

waktu kita di mos, pake celemek yang kuning2 norak gituu.

lucu juga kalo diinget-inget lagiii :)

x1 emang bukan kelas ~~terbaik~~ terenak yang gue pernah dapet, tapi banyak banget sweet memoriesnyaa :)

a lot of things happened in this class.

friendship, laughter, heartbreaks , and many more.

gonna miss you all :')

how can i ever forget you?

2010-05-14T21:13:00.000-07:00

how can i ever forget you

if you are the only one who fills my mind

how can i ever forget you

if everytime i close my eyes, even everytime i blink, there's a picture of you ?

if everytime you around me, i can't stop staring at you.

if everytime you look at me, my heart beats faster and faster.

how can i ever forget you

if i feel my stomache starts drizzling when i look at you, with other girl.

how can i ever forget you

how can i ever forget you?

how can i ever forget you..................................

seems like

no matter what i do, i always forget to forget you.

you teach me how to love you.

you teach me how to miss you

but you forget to teach me how to forget you.....

countdown

2010-05-12T16:49:00.001-07:00

4 days remaining until i have to let you go.......................................... :'(

memories ;)

2010-05-10T03:57:00.000-07:00

baru liat foto2 anak klas 9 yang dari BALI.
aaaa bikin iri!
jadi inget masa2 duluuu :')

ngurahraiairport

bountycruise

asik sih, tapi mabok lama-lama @.@

tanahlot

kutabeach

nail art disini ;)

baliclassiccenter

miss every single moment in Bali.

miss our togetherness

miss my jhs moment :(

2010-05-08T07:26:00.000-07:00

everything's been so damn hard for me.
all of my hardworks seems useless. it seems that all hope is gone.
but i know one thing.

little letter from my heart

2010-05-01T06:55:00.001-07:00

maybe

this is the perfect time to forget you

before it's all getting worse.

maybe

it's better for me to forget you now

before the real goodbye hurts me.

i guess...i ~~love~~ you.

i don't know how about you, but i think you feel it too.

i'll never dare to ask you.

but it won't matter anyway

cause soon we'll walk in our own path

to reach our own dreams

so all i wanna say now is

thank you

thank you for showing me diffrent perspection in life.

thank you for colouring my days with your smile, your laughs..

i won't ever forget it.

so now.. goodbye. let me forget you.

i don't know how about you but this goodbye does hurt me.

i realize that

It's not the goodbye that hurts, but the flashbacks that follow.

our memories together start popping in my head.

every single time we spent together

it's just feel so special

the way you hold my hand

the way you help me when i fall

the way you look and smile at me

the way you call my name

...

i won't ever forget it.

and i hope you won't too :')

blah blah blah

2010-04-26T04:37:00.000-07:00

hey what's wrong with me ?

i'm not a little girl anymore, not fall in love for the first time, but still :/

as easy as 1234? don't think so.

2010-04-21T04:36:00.000-07:00

Give me more loving than I’ve ever had

Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting madthis quote is perfect for mr.B but sorry, not for you mr.A.

honestly i used to love being around mr.A, but idk why, not anymore.

"love being around mr.B" doesn't mean that i fall in love with mr.B.

well, for now. we'll never know what will come next, right?

You make it easy
Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4

is that really that easy?

love will never be easy for me.

who cares? i do.

2010-04-19T04:54:00.001-07:00

i got this on tumblr and i soon realized that it is true.

i do hurt when someone really special starts to ignore me and i have to pretend that i don't mind :/

i keep telling myself not to care but i just can't ..

uuuuuhhh :)

2010-04-16T00:58:00.001-07:00

aww this picture does make me jealous.

it reminds me to my previous relationship, which didn't go so well :(

and that was my fault. well,regret means nothing anyway.

everything has it's end.

i believe someday i'll meet my mr.right :D

2010-03-03T02:40:00.000-08:00

just got back from the camp :)
pengen menceritakan semuanya mumpung masih fresh!

so.
camp tgl 1-3 maret ini bener-bener menyentuh hati gue banget.
sesi-sesinya *well, emang agak bosen sih* berguna banget kalo didengerin sungguh-sungguh. semua masalah yang gw hadapi di masa lalu rasanya ada jawabannya di camp ini. lewat camp ini gw belajar, kalo masa lalu itu mungkin ada yang terasa berat, tapi Tuhan membuat semua itu terjadi karena Ia pengen kita bergantung padaNya, Ia pengen kita menjadi lebih kuat, Ia pengen menguji kita, dan yang paling penting adalah, Ia pengen membawa kita ke suatu tujuan yang sangat indah dan Dia ngga pernah meninggalkan kita sendirian di masa-masa berat itu :) Gw juga belajar kalo hidup kita ini berharga banget di mata Tuhan jadi ngga ada alasan buat kita untuk menyia-nyiakan hidup ini.
gw percaya camp ini bukan kebetulan, tapi udah rencana Tuhan untuk membuat gw lebih baik. amin saudara-saudara? :P

Camp's highlight!
1. sekamar sama temen-temen deket yang asik berat!

2. sekelompok sama temen-temen X1 yang kocak, kompaak (kita pake baju kembaran terus), dan seru abisss. gw juga bersyukur banget dapetin pembimbing kelompok yang baiiikkkk banget. aaaa i'm gonna miss you kak :')

3. karna saya anggota ekskul jurnalistik *ceileeh* jadi boleh bawa kamera dehh. asik berat bisa foto-foto di kamar sama di tronton. hahahaha

4. pulang dan pergi menggunakan kendaraan yang sangat heboh: tronton. seru sih, kebersamaannya dapet banget, tapi pas pergi, gw duduk paling pojok yang menyebabkan angin yang kencang dan waktu pulang itu hujan dan terpal belakang gw bolong. basah deehh.

5. my room is sooo special. ada yang namanya 'jendela cinta'. wakakka terdengar alay, isn't it? :p
jadi tuh tanpa kita sadari ternyata kalo kita ngelongo lewat jendela dan melihat ke bawah, kita bisa ngeliat siapa yang ada di bawah kita dan itu kamar cowok. jadi bisa ngobrol gitu lewat jendela kocak abis. dan banyak sekali pasangan-pasangan yang berkomunikasi lewat jendela ini. uuuu romantic! :D
Tidak hanya untuk membantu para pasangan-pasangan berkomunikasi, jendela ini berkembang lama-lama fungsinya menjadi tempat tuker-tukeran makanan. hahahaha kalo kakak-kakak bw tau gimana ya? unforgettable banget tu jendela.

6. ini yang paling berkesan :)
gw dipilih *ceileeh* sama my PK buat kesaksian lagu pas di malem ke 2.
agak deg-degan sih, well, SANGAT deg-degan soalnya gw lupa-lupa inget sama lagunya. pernah sih dinyanyiin pas camp bulan juli tapi bukan nyanyi solo gini! alhasil gw nyanyi dengan suara gemeter sampe akhirnya dibantuin nyaninya. tapi gw seneng bisa ikut melayani di sana :)

7. masih banyak hal-hal berkesan yang lain dan i'll never forget this camp forever :)

glee- true colours

2010-02-18T01:30:00.000-08:00

have you guys watched gLee?
OMG i'm obsessed!

Love Story

2010-02-05T21:29:00.000-08:00

I think it was the summertime
When I laid eyes on you
I didn't even know your name
Somehow we'd end up in the same room
It never crossed my mind
I never saw you like that
I should've listened to my best friend
She knew it would be a perfect match

It's a typical love story
Started out as friends
We met way back when
This is just a typical love story
The boy you never wanted just steals your heart
I never saw it comin' 'til I fell so hard

I always made up some excuse
Saying you that weren't my type
Didn't want to face the truth
Didn't want to cross that line
'til one day I saw you
Out of the corner of my eye
You were flirting with some girl
And inside I thought I would die

It's a typical love story
Started out as friends
We met way back when
This is just a typical love story
The boy you never wanted just steals your heart
I never saw it comin' 'til I fell so hard

Can't believe its happening
When I least expect it
My prince under disguise
How you fooled me with those eyes
When I feel like letting go
In your arms is where I know
I am wrong
From the beginning we always belong

This is my love story

It's a typical love story
Started out as friends
This is how it ends
This is just a typical love story
The boy you never wanted just steals your heart
I never saw it comin' 'til I fell so hard

i don't know why, but everytime i remember him, i sing this song. yess, this is my lovestory! :D

HIYOO :)

2010-01-23T06:38:00.001-08:00

buset. lama banget gw ga nge-blog.
well, setelah sekian lama blogger gw tinggalkan, gw sebetulnya lebih suka sama tumblr.
haha tapi blogger setelah gw liat2 bolehlah, yaa, ngga ada salahnya punya dua blog!

check out my tumblog guys:::

ciao!
:]

story of 2009

2009-12-29T18:28:00.001-08:00

(from let to right)

1. conducting the children choir at my church

2. got third place in my class at graduation :D

3. having fun at bali with my juniorhighschool friends

4. girls of 9C

5. mini concert at ymj bsd for celebrating the independence day.

6. taking picture at 10-1 , my first class at smak 5

7. trying too make the word ‘love’ with my siblings

8. gki gading indah’s children choir taking pictures with the future diva, aster

9. jojo’s birthday bash after math course

10. going to spore with my family

11. SIL (sekolah injil liburan) like a summer school for children and i was like babysit them :p

12. wind ensamble at my church. major cool!

13. camp at binawarga’s place at summer holiday

14. photoshoot for my yearbook

15. photo with my besties, riyana sutardio

16. celebrating our friends’ bday with a little cupcake

oh„ i will miss that moment a lot :’)

Light The Advent Candles

2009-12-16T19:58:00.000-08:00

Mau cerita tentang pengalaman gue bareng paduan suara anak gki gading indah!

Jadi kemaren kita ikut konser Light The Advent Candles yang diselenggarain sama PUKAT *pengabdian usahawan katolik*

Konser ini diadain di Balai Kartini tanggal 16 Desember 2009 kemaren..

Kita, p.s.a.g.k.i.g.i. banggaaaaa banget bisa ikut ngisi acara, soalnya banyak banget artis yang ikut juga. hihi.

Kita nyanyi lagu, yaitu You Are Not Alone (bareng Harvey Malioholo & Vina Panduwinata), Carols Of The Bells, Note to God (bareng Aster) sama I Wish It Could Be Christmas Everyday (bareng Lea Simanjuntak). Selain itu ada juga Addie M.S. & Ari Lasso.

Emang sih, capeek banget latian, pulang malem, besoknya sekolah lagi. Tapi kita semua seneeng banget bisa dapet pengalaman kayak gini, dan pastinya ngga bakal lupa seumur hiduppp :D

Some snapshots:

ka vani semangat banget ngajar kita :D

serasa artis latian sama orkesnya tante widya

teteuuppp narsis di sela-sela latian

carol of the bells peformance

natal bangeett

suasana konser

foto bareng addie ms

foto bareng harvey

with the future diva, aster

bareng tante widya (yang pake baju item itu lhoo)

bareng si burung camar

bareng kak lea simanjuntak yang ramaaaah banget

me with the handsome and cool ari lasso

Kak Vani bertanya di akhir acara: "Nanti kalo diajak lagi kalian mau ngga?"
Kami menjawab dengan kompak serta serentak :"MAUUUUUUUUUUUUU!"

As Time Goes By

2009-10-26T04:37:00.000-07:00

Buat gw, waktu itu berjalan cepeeeet banget. Hari sabtu kemaren ada edufair di skolah gw (sumpah itu edufair pertama yg pernah gw datengin so gw semangat banget! :D).
Disitu gw bener-bener ngerasa kalo gw bukan anak kecil lagi, gw udah mulai harus mikir mau jadi apa nanti waktu dewasa nanti?

Mungkin sejak kecil kita emang ngga asing lagi sama pertanyaan, "adeee, kalo udah gede mau jadi apa siiih?" Kalo waktu itu sih gw jawabnya asal-asalan aja. Sama tante ini gw jawab mau jadi guru, sama tante itu gw jawab mau jadi dokter. Yang paling gw inget sih (soalnya ada rekamannya) pas ade gw ulang taon di KFC, mba2nya nanya sama gw, "candy cita-citanya jadi apaa?" dengan muka polos gw jawab, "pilot." astagaaaa. Jawaban dari mana ituuu? Lucu aja sih nontonnya :D

Nah, kalo diposisi gw yang sekarang, mana mungkin gw jawab asal-asalan tanpa beban kayak waktu masih TK dulu? Tapi anehnya makin gede justru makin pusing mau jadi apa. Kyaknya banyaaak banget yang harus dipikirin. Soal lapangan kerjanya lah, mau kuliah dimana, dan yang paling penting: apa gw bener-bener serius mau jadi itu.

Kalo di edufair kemaren sih gw paling tertarik sama komunikasi di LSPR, psikologi di AtmaJaya n musik di NAFA/Sydney University. Tapi ngga tau juga. B.I.N.G.U.N.G.
Waktu lagi nanya-nanya ke stand2 univ yang ada bareng temen-temen, otak gw serasa flashback.
Ini kan temen-temen yang bareng2 belajar sama gw dari SD? *ya ada juga sih yang dari smp*
Dulu kita belajar bareng2, dikasih pelajaran apa juga ditelen aja, ga bisa nolak. Tapi sekarang, we've grown up! Kita udah dikasih kebebasan buat bisa milih jurusan apa yang kita suka.
Gila, waktu itu cepet banget jalannya. Dan sekali jalan, ngga akan bisa balik lagi.
Dan kalo kita ngga pake waktu itu dengan sebaik-baiknya, yang tersisa cuman penyesalan kan?

So, mending kita ngga usah mikir kalo kita pengen cepet-cepet ini, ato pengen cepet-cepet itu. Gw ngalamin sendiri kog. Pas gw smp, gw pengen cepet-cepet jadi anak SMA. Ternyata pas SMA? modar. Pengen balik lagi ke SMP. Sekarang juga pas SMA, gw pengen cepet-cepet kuliah. Tapi gw nggak mau punya pikiran kayak gitu. Mending, nikmatin aja apa yang ada :) Supaya kita ngga nyesel karna buang waktu untuk hal yang ngga berguna...=]

Butterfly Fly Away

2009-10-19T05:05:00.000-07:00

Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream
Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Flap your wings now you can't stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true
Butterfly fly away
We've been waiting for this day
All along and knowing just what to do
Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away

gw sukaaaa banget sama lagu ini. Daleemm banget artinya. Gw juga sering menganggep diri gw sebagai 'caterpillar' ini.

mungkin sekarang gw diremehin orang, ngga dianggep, ato apalah itu. tapi gw yakin, suatu hari nanti pasti, pasti, gw akan menjelma menjadi 'butterfly' yang indaaah banget. Mungkin mimpi gw orang-orang bilang kejauhan, tapi gw percaya kog, someday, somehow, it will happen.. :D and they won't ever dare to underestimate me anymore ;)

A Little Too Not Over You

2009-10-14T00:20:00.000-07:00

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else

It's for the best I know it is
but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with her now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard

Should be strong, movin' on
but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with her now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own, how I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand!

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Lagu ini passs banget buat gw :'(

End Of Hoilday (NOOOO)

2009-09-25T01:24:00.000-07:00

Lagi libur lebaran niiihh.. makanya bisa ngoceh di sini. Kalo engga mana bisa cobaa? Anak SMAK5 gitu loohh. Liburan kyak gini ajah gue masi dihantui oleh banyaknya ulangan yang akan saia hadapi nanti setelah liburaaan ==. Huh bete deh.
Tapi lumayan sih liburan, jadi kan ga sumpek belajaaaar melulu.

Tanggal 21 mpe 24 kemaren gue jalan-jalan ke singapore :) ahh senangnya. Meskipun banyak kesasar juga sih, baru pertama kali gitu lhooo.hehhehe.
Udahlah kesasar, sekeluarga ngga ada yang bisa ngomong mandarin, hoahh. Bener-bener berjalan kemana angin bertiup *lebay ahh*
Tapi yang pasti kesasar di singapore, dimarahin sama petugas MRT + supir bus + supir taksi... i won't forget it.

Nah sekarangg..sepertinya harus mulai mikirin sekolah. PR menumpuk, ulangan udah antri..hoah.
Hari-hari terakhir liburan kyak gini tuh paling susah. Di satu sisi, gw mulai mikirin, pr apa yah yang harus gw kerjain? Di sisi laen, gw mikir, gile lu, nikmatin aja kali liburaaaan. Pusing-pusing amat mikirin sekolah. Haiiaaahh.

Jadi serba susah kaaan ?

Know Yourself Better

2009-08-28T07:45:00.000-07:00

Gw suka deh buka www.blogthings.com

Di website itu ktia bisa ngambil test-test yang bisa bikin kita jadi lebih mengenal diri sendiri. Mengenal diri sendiri itu penting lho, kalo yang gw dapetin dari pelajaran kepemimpinan di sekolah sih supaya kita bisa lebih sadar tentang siapa kita sebenarnya dan kita bisa lebih punya prinsip :)

Here's mine:

You Are "Hi"

You are laid back, happy, and cheerful. You are casual, and you stay away from stuffy environments.

You tend to be witty and sharp. You keep other people on their toes

Energetic and hyper, you tend to be a person of action not of words.

Whenever you have something to say, you communicate it quickly and clearly.

What Greeting Are You?

You Are Made Of Fun, Moxie, and Poise

3 parts Fun

2 parts Moxie

1 part Poise

>font color="green">And a Splash of Humor

Limit yourself to one serving. This cocktail is strong!

What's the Recipe for Your Personality?

What Your Name Says About You

Your name says that you are mostly:

Inspiring but melodramatic

Your name also says you are:

Ambitious but stubborn

Unconventional but unstable

Shrewd but overbearing

What Does Your Name Say About You?

You Are Original and Innovative

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.

You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.

People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Happy (Belated) Birthday , Indonesia !!

2009-08-20T22:19:00.000-07:00

duh udah telat banget yah, bikin blog tentang 17an. hahahahaha

Taon ini semangat kemerdekaannya berasa banget ! Gw jadi lebih cinta sama tanah air gara-gara nonton film MERAH PUTIH kmaren. Jadi bisa ngerasain gimana pejuang2 kita dulu ngerebut kemerdekaaan. keren abiiiiss.

Trus gw juga dapet tugas dari jurnalistik buat ngeliput classmit di SMAK 5

Tapi bukan ngeliput lomba, akhirnya mlah foto-foto sendirii

hahahaha

laen kali janji deh jadi jurnalis yang baik dan memanfaatkan kamera dengan sebaik-baiknya :D

ciao !

Thanx God It's Saturday (2)

2009-08-01T04:03:00.002-07:00

Hari ini seru banget :)
Tadi pagi kan briefing di penabur buat BOOM besok, disuruh ngumpul jem 8 tapi baru mulai briefingnya jem 9. Tapi ga papa juga sih ngaret dikit, kan banyak anak-anak yang laen juga, jadi kita bisa ngobrol-ngobrol dulu.
Jadi, tugas cewe-cewe cantik pemegang balon pada opening ceremony di BOOM *ceileeeh* itu adalah jadi pemimpin barisan peserta-peserta BOOM. Jadi setiap balon ada tulisan gerejanya gituu. Ga susah sih, cuman jalan, bawa balon, giring orang-orang diblakang (katanya sih cowo semuaaa XP), trus jalan keliling lapangan basket deh. it's that simple.
Yang jadi masalah, besok itu acaranya jam 11 sianggg. Jadi kebayang kan panasnya kayak apaa...ckckck. Hari ini yang jam 10 aja udah panasnyaaa minta ampun. Moga-moga besok inget deh pake sunblock !!

Abis selesai briefing, kita diminta untuk bantuin anak-anak perlengkapan nyiapin segala sesuatunya buat besok. Katanya sih banyaaak banget kerjaan. Ya udah, berhubung hari ini gw ga kemana-mana, ikut aja. Jadi deh gw, yoko, deong ma grace ke greja naek angkot. hahah. Yup, naek angkot. Jadi turun di mal gading, trus jalan lurruuuus (lumayan jauh juga siih) nyampe deh. Sampe di sana langsung pada tepar, mampir ke monaco beli ice cream :)
Beneran aja ada setumpuk kerjaan di sana. Akhirnya gw ma temen-temen yang laen kerja bakti buat ngejait baju basket. Ampuuun, gw ga bisa ngejait ! Meskipun jaitnya jait jelujur, tugas mos gw kemaren. Miring teruuuus. Bikin angka 1 aja sampe ngulang 3 kali. huah. Akhirnya dibantuin deong deh :D
Abis ngejait-jait kita bikin tulisan buat games-games gitu. Nggumpelin koran-koran sampe mabokk. Jam 12an akhirnya kita pada kecapean trus break buat makan dulu. Makannya di warteg sebelah grejaa..mmm..enak juga. Enakan warteg yang di sekolah sih 6:
Lagi makan tiba-tiba nyokap telpon nyuruh pulang...yaah. Ngga bisa bantuin lagi dehh.

Meskipun capek banget tapi seneeeng :)

Thanx God It's Saturdayyy !!

2009-07-31T16:53:00.000-07:00

Duh senangnya hari ini hari Sabtu...it means W.E.E.K.E.N.D

Gw seneng banget soalnya weekdays kali ini tuh bener-bener gila. Peer sebajek, pelajaran susahnya minta ampun (apalagi mat) pokoknya bener-bener melelahkan dehh.

Tapi weekendnya juga ngga bisa santai-santai banget sih, kan harus bikin peer juga :(

Meskipun capek, tapi gw seneng karna ini minggu ke-2 gw di SMAK 5. Akhirnya ngerasain juga gimana rasanya jadi anak SMA..haha. Tapi kadang-kadang gw juga pengen balik lagi ke SMP. Temen-temen masih blum pada pindah :(

Emang sih mayoritas anak P4 pada masuk SMAK5, tapi rasanya beda aja, apalagi dengan kelas yang beda juga. Hmm, gw kayaknya masih perlu adaptasi nihh.

Hari ini maw ngapain yaaa ? Hmm.
Nanti jam 8 gw harus ke skolah, briefing buat BOOM (Bulan Olahraga Orang Muda) besok. Bukan, gw bukannya maw tanding basket ato volley kog. Cuman jadi cewe-cewe pemegang baloon..ahahaha. Kira-kira disuruh ngapain yaa ? LOL.

Moga-moga aja hari ini pilek gw baekan...lagi pilek berat nihh.

GOD bless u all :D

My Very First Blog ^^

2009-07-31T01:01:00.000-07:00

Waow,, sekian lama punya idaman bikin blog, akhirnya kesampean juga :)

Actually blogging is my dream dari dulu, tapi dulu gw masih bingung mau nulis apa. Niat lagi bikin blog gara-gara kemaren ngeliat blog-blognya temen-temen yang keren banget !! Akhirnya gw kepengen juga deh bikin blog..hahah.

Ternyata banyak banget yah, hal-hal yang bisa kita tulis di blog. Our daily activities, special occassion, pemikiran kita tentang suatu hal, etc. Yang penting, bisa di share dan jadi pelajaran buat orang lain. Hmmm, tau gitu dari dulu aja ya bikin blog ?! huehhee :p

crystalcandice ♥

2011 flashback

unforgettable birthday

where's the good part in goodbye?

JULY

holy holiday

u sure everything is gonnabe ok?

hear these songs and you'll know exactly how i feel

THE ROYAL WEDDING

bow bow bow ♥

16 going on 17 ;D

one earth, millions soul

Chris Medina - What Are Words

i'm sorry God :(

the melody of romeo and juliet

goodbye.

happy, at least for now

fixing a broken heart

holiday story :)

Santa Claus Is Coming To Town - CHRISTMAS SERIES 1/5

A Social Network Christmas

disappoinment

LOL

Chris Brown vs Rihanna

fabulous fingers

sweet *unyu* moments :3

christmas is near :)

disney love

god holds the plan ;)

happy sunday :D

dream big!

have good day everyone!

Lessons

promise me

life is "simple" :)

SIMPLE.

miss you

it's been a week

mi manchi

photoblogging (again? hell yeah!)

eleven science here i come

God Gave Me 5 Fingers For A Reason

My middle finger

usually i want to use it for that girl that pushes me too far and to show her how I feel

fandy idol kerispatih ♥

cute pics :)

powerful disney quotes!

photoblogging (again!)

photoblogging :)

try - asher book :)

goodbye x1 :')

how can i ever forget you?

countdown

memories ;)

little letter from my heart

blah blah blah

as easy as 1234? don't think so.

who cares? i do.

uuuuuhhh :)

glee- true colours

Love Story

HIYOO :)

story of 2009

Light The Advent Candles

As Time Goes By

Butterfly Fly Away

A Little Too Not Over You

End Of Hoilday (NOOOO)

Know Yourself Better

Happy (Belated) Birthday , Indonesia !!

Thanx God It's Saturday (2)

Thanx God It's Saturdayyy !!

My Very First Blog ^^

sweet unyu moments :3